Hi everyone,
Yes hump day is Wednesday! .... I
can't believe it... Stop making me trunky! ;) I need to stay focused
and stuff!
I've never felt better than I do now
my whole mission :) I'll be completely honest that the last week and a half
was very difficult! That was the hardest week I've had for sure! I've been
studying charity and humility.
The last few days have been better! A lot of faith has been gained by
many. We're having a 'district unity' time this week on Wednesday, to
discuss how we want to account with each other on becoming the best
missionaries we can be, completing our zone's vision, and following the
mission's vision as well. It's a bit of an experimental idea but there's
faith behind it and I'll let you know how it goes. There's a lot of
great potential in this district to do a lot good for each other, as we
open our lights up to each other a bit more, and share our insights and
charity.
For the 12 week program, we had a member dinner where we
practiced a role play, and it went really well!
The experiences with my new companion have brought me
down to the depths of humility. I can honestly say that it's increased
my faith and love for all people, which I've been praying about for
months, and It's fulfilled a blessing that Elder Pettitt gave me. I'm grateful
for this experience, and know that all is possible with patience!
Shiblon and I should have a nice conversation sometime after this life's
all over.
I'm truly being able
to develop the talents I need in life as I felt this overwhelming
comfort of revelation that I received on Sunday,
it was literally the
dawn after the night , breaking the horizon of darkness. I honestly know
that the last two weeks changed my life for the better. I've learned so
much about selflessness, and how to love EVERYONE. No matter what.
People have so much good inside of them. They all have a hope of
something better, and they always look to find that hope. Some try to
justify all sense of hope by bringing others down, making sure that
there really isn't anything out there that can help them, so that they
can further justify how they feel. OUR job, is to constantly keep our
covenants, and stand as beacons of hope, to those that know not faith.
This whole experience did bring
me to a point where I had to sit down, and decide whether or not I
believed in everything I did, everything I stood for. I prayed for
nights and read my scriptures, and tried to also keep the district going
and not letting them fall short. Sunday, it's like it all hit me. I
felt completely at peace, and I know, now more than I've ever known in
my entire life how true the gospel is. I've SEEN the other side. I've
seen what a life is like without any faith, or care for the gospel. When
apathy enters into the simple truths of the gospel, it's our own pride
holding us back. If we just follow the simple truths and do our best to
have FAITH, we can always know there's a dawn on the horizon. Mine
finally came. I was able to bear testimony to him that I know that it's
true, that my goal was to teach his gospel, and that I had complete
confidence that my maker exists, and is completely aware of every second
of my day. I had to just be an example of someone that has
faith, through all adversity. Christ's rock is steadfast and immovable
to ANY whirlwind, if we continue to follow it and trust in the Lord's
timing. It was such a tender moment to be able to see the peace that
overcame me on Sunday, as I realized that it's all about charity, doing
your best, and forgetting yourself. I'm been telling myself this and
studying this for months, but now it's finally entered into my heart,
and I can firmly say that all the fears I've ever had in my life about
getting a career, being a successful husband and father, everything, are
gone. If I live the gospel at my best, and hold fast to the Book of
Mormon and my prayers daily, nothing can take me away from my Lord and
my Savior, except myself. I love Elder Toone and he is starting to make
leaps and
bounds.
To connect this all in,
about a month ago, with coming to a new area, and being a little
stressed and feeling a little unqualified at my new duties, I asked
Elder Pettitt to give me a blessing. I remember and wrote down 3
specific things, that he said would help lighten the load that I had
felt. I've striven to follow these things, and honestly on Sunday, I saw
that blessing become fulfilled. They were 1: Faith in Christ. 2:
Prioritize. and 3: Lead by example. There is so much in the
power of setting prioritized goals, and faithfully doing them. It sets
the example because it inspires confidence in your calling as your goals
coordinate with your covenants. When you coordinate with your
covenants,
and exercise that faith, the result is the POWER that comes with the
authority of your calling. I HAVE SEEN POWER, I have found strength
beyond my own. Strength and confidence I've never known. My blessing is
becoming fulfilled, I'm learning how to truly love people and how to
forget myself, and I've never been so grateful, or so happy to serve the
Lord :) I love you so much and want you to know that I'm doing better
than I ever have. I can't wait for the trials of growth ahead (I'm going
to regret saying that ;)), and I'm looking forward with an eye of
faith! Whew.
So, that was the big
part of
the week I'd say. That sums it up. Yeah we've got some great prospects
for baptism :) A whole family's preparing themselves, and an older man
is also making great progress! The ward's going to start catching fire
with missionary work, and miracles are starting to happen! Literally
Sunday all the darkness went away. Things are becoming discernible, and
I'm learning how to more deeply follow my Savior's will, and becoming
his servant. I'm sorry I'm out
of time here, but everything's going great! This can be the blog today
as well! This should be a great week as well! (Can't
believe I'm saying this but I'll say it for you)! I"LL SEE YOU IN A YEAR!
Love, Elder Langford